Lyrics
Think I got a black hole in my chest Like no matter how hard I try I'm never enough and I just get left By the people that I love When I'm feelin' overwhelmed And my heart has grown too frail When the world comes crashin' down I just push everyone away and I bail I lost everything and everyone I’ve ever known The only thing left that I know Is how to be alone Am I a curse? Am I the problem? Am I the cause? Am I on bottom? Cuz loneliness is a drug And I just can’t kick it Yes loneliness is a drug And I'm addicted When it all gets too heavy And I'm feelin' like I have failed When the world comes crashin' down I just run away cuz everyone has bailed Cause I don't know how to keep ‘em Maybe it's me and I'm the reason Maybe I just need to be alone 'Cause loneliness is a drug And the days are getting shorter And I feel myself getting older And I wish I could let someone hold me But the nights are getting colder And I feel myself getting weaker 'Cause the drinks are getting stronger And I try to find a reason but I don’t know if I can much longer I wish that I could say I was alright But the only thing that I know Is how to be alone Am I a curse? Am I the problem? Am I the cause? Am I on bottom? Cuz loneliness is a drug And I just can't kick it Yes loneliness is a drug And I'm addicted When it all gets too heavy And I'm feelin' like I have failed When the world comes crashin' down I just run away cuz everyone has bailed Cause I don't know how to keep ‘em Maybe it's me and I'm the reason Maybe I just need to be alone 'Cause loneliness is a drug Then I remember who I am I was a child once, filled with big dreams I had big plans and that should matter Life really isn’t as bad as it seems I need to pick myself up Maybe you feel the same I still want my life and to be loved Won’t you remember my name I can achieve it I still can change I can kick this habit. Yes I can kick the habit. I’m not a curse I’m not a problem I may be the cause I may be on the bottom Though loneliness is a drug I know I will kick it Yes loneliness is a drug I won’t be addicted When it all gets too heavy And I'm feelin' like I have failed When the world comes crashin' down I won’t run away tho everyone has bailed I’ll find my worth and learn how to keep ‘em Even though it's me and I'm the reason I won’t always be alone 'Cause loneliness won’t be my drug I’m tired of feeling sorry for myself I’m putting my pain back on the shelf I will heal and I will kick this habit Loneliness is a drug and I just won’t have it!